So you remember that guy I was talking about? Yeah, me too. I made a decision. I decided not to date him.
I think I had known that for a while, but I couldn't quite let go. Yesterday I went to service and went to lunch with a friend and somehow I knew I couldn't date him in the spiritual condition he's in. I am in love with him. How much more would it hurt to say no to this six months from now? Or would I even have the strength or will to do it?
So, I said no. I feel okay about it. God told me their is peace with obedience and He's given me peace. Maybe he'll get saved and it will work out, maybe he won't, but I have to let go.
What a sadly happy occasion. Letting go to grab hold of a whole different sort of future. Well hold on to your hats kids, it's going to be a bumpy ride! :)
I think I had known that for a while, but I couldn't quite let go. Yesterday I went to service and went to lunch with a friend and somehow I knew I couldn't date him in the spiritual condition he's in. I am in love with him. How much more would it hurt to say no to this six months from now? Or would I even have the strength or will to do it?
So, I said no. I feel okay about it. God told me their is peace with obedience and He's given me peace. Maybe he'll get saved and it will work out, maybe he won't, but I have to let go.
What a sadly happy occasion. Letting go to grab hold of a whole different sort of future. Well hold on to your hats kids, it's going to be a bumpy ride! :)
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