Sooooo, I have a crush. It's silly. He's not my type (by that I mean he's not interested), but seriously he isn't my type. He's sweet and wonderful, but I don't think we're meant to be together or anything. But even with all this information my feelings persist. I don't understand it. I wish I could just be one of those people who willed myself to feel a certain way. Against all reason and just plain ole good sense I have this crush. I don't like it but I don't think there's much I can do. So I'll try not to let it consume my time and hope it doesn't hold out much longer. Maybe I should starve it of seeing the person then it would stop. I'll let you know how it goes. I don't hold out much hope. :)